Chasing pavements by Adele is really playing over and over again in my head. I guess its the beats that have got into me.
So, Hank actually called me today. It is weird how the drama we share keeps us together. I still feel like I lost him though. Pankie kinda sorta replaced me on all the areas of his life so, there is nothing much left but to move on. Oh well, I guess such is life.
Yesterday was awesome. Hanging with Jezebel and later on with the besties and fufie. However, I’m still wondering how such a nice and social guy can have so much drama and mood swings. Is it really worth it dealing with someone else’s insecurities? In the name of love? For someone who might just up and leave you at some point, love is not enough for all the hurt and pain. That’s for sure. But i hope Tulia will see the point eventually. Bestie hit a new level of the self-blame game. But I understand, we have alot in common and blaming myself, is like a hobbie. Jeez!!! But with time, she will get over it. We always do.
Din’t think that I would have extremes of happiness and anger from the same person in a day. It’s a good thing though that the happiness came in later. I guess that’s what love does to you. Brings out your extremes.
And they say that it isn’t over till the fat lady sings (Can’t think of any in particular). So, Mr. Iffy decides to set me up a solid one. Well, for reasons best known to him/herself **Not really sure which is appropriate but you get the point now don’t you?** Now, just to put it out there, “Karma, is a lady, that if treated right, can make you very happy. But if scorned, well, hell hath no fury… I wish Iffy all the best though. It’s the most anyone has ever wished him I’m sure. **Wow, trying not to say what was on my mind right there, was really hard**
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